Cell Group - S5 & S9

2011 great difficulty Greater Grace n Glory

2012-02-09T00:31:00.001+08:00

2011 began in a much unexpected way. This year the verse “We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed” (2 Corinthians 4:8-9) had being so real to me. I literally had to face a lot of pressures from every aspects of my life, from finance, emotional, family and ministry. It started back in 2010. A day before our church’s Christmas Celebration, I received a call from my father asking me to send him to hospital because his blood pressure shot up to a dangerous level. At the hospital, I was informed that my father might get a stroke. After being at the hospital whole night, I went to our Christmas Celebration with a very burdensome feeling and a tired body. I didn’t expect much at the end of the celebration, as usual, I did my duty and ministered to others. Really God does not need us except our willingness. Though I am not ready but HE is ready. This is the one of the most powerful ministering I personally did until that point of time. I saw the Lord touch the people greatly through me. One of the guys was so touched by the Lord and he wept like a baby. The Lord also powerfully touched him until he kept on vomiting. The presence of God was so strong and so sweet there. That was the beginning of my “the great difficulty, the greater grace and glory.”

After the Christmas event, I went to hospital to see my father. I was so discouraged when I saw him. Sadness, despair, helplessness all gushed into me, yet I try to contain it to myself so that it won’t affect my mother. The right side of my father’s body was totally paralyzed and he couldn’t move at all. Not even talk or eat. A tube had to be inserted into his nostrils until the stomach for the milk to be poured in. He can only gaze as us with his sad eyes. Then the doctor told me, my dad had stroke. I tried to ask them what can be done for the next step (operation, medicine) but they told me nothing can be done as the brain cells is dead. I was so shocked but thank God I am the only one that received this piece of information. I made a decision, not to tell my mother, sister and especially my dad about it. I told them, he will recover soon because I didn’t want them to lose hope. The doctor even suggested indirectly that my father won’t be better and kept teaching us on how to take care of a paralyzed patient. Prompted by the Lord, I told the doctor, “No, I don’t want him to be on the bed all days of his life. I want to bring him out; I want to go outing with him, CAN I?” The doctor was so shocked as she did not expect this question. From that point, I decided to take doctor’s information as secondary and opinion only. I engaged myself to trust in the Lord for miracles. A great difficulty, yes, but greater is HIS grace and glory. One day, Pastor Lois came to the hospital, prayed for my father and shared Christ with my parents. Praise the Lord! Miracles started to take place. At night when I am taking care of my father, I would declare healing on him while he is asleep. Suddenly, I saw he lifted up his right hand and placed it on his stomach. Then, his right leg lifted up a bit, and he spoke a word while he was sleeping. Though the next morning my father did not look any better, but I knew the Lord had heard our prayers and everything would be fine. The whole first six months of 2011 was really stressful for me. I had to go to the hospital almost every week, sometimes even 2-3 times a week and it had taken a great toll in our finance. To cut the story short, my dad is able to walk, to eat, to talk and go anywhere with us today. Yes it is not an easy journey as we still needed to go through physiotherapy, consult doctor and taking medicines but all these will not be fruitful without the Lord and the miracles. Even the physiotherapists were in amazement of his recovery. I do not know why all these happened and why not a total recovery, but I knew the power of God is real and His grace and love is so great. But I knew all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. (Romans 8:28)

To be honest, I was actually very confused during that period of time. Had I ever wonder? Had I blamed God on what happened? Surely yes, I am just a normal person. I asked “God, I thought we agreed that I take care of Your assignments and You would take care of my family? What happened? What went wrong?” Yet God knew the best. During this time, I can see our family bond was even closer as we embrace this difficulty. I really thank God because I saw it was a disaster in my cousin’s family when their mother got stroke. The family argued a lot and pushed the responsibilities around. Besides our relationship, my parents started their relationship with the Lord. Praise the Lord! They accepted Christ as their personal saviour at the hospital. When my father was able to speak, in his own words he was telling my mum he do not want to worship those “god” anymore and believe in Jesus. During Wesak Day in 2011, my dad urged me to tear down the altar and throw away all those stuff. He even got angry when my mum wanted to delay a bit longer. He insisted it had to be gone. This is the best Wesak Day for me as people are worshiping their so called “god”; I have the opportunity to tear it down. My mum even started to tell our relatives to trust in God when my uncle got sick. She also thanked God and share a bit in her own language about the goodness of God to our relatives during Chinese New Year and sharing a testimony book to her friend. This is the one of the best thing which happened to my family. God always remember His promises and our prayer.

Even during this very hectic lifestyle of juggling the time to take care of family, going in and out of hospital, meeting financial ends and ministry, with the grace of God I saw a great outpouring of God at church and on my life. I personally had experienced a great touch of God. God let me experience a short while of what many called Holy laughter, twice, though a very short one. It’s really so amazing. Thank God it is a short one as its really hilarious and my stomach almost burst. Yet it filled my soul with tremendous joy. Giving an opportunity to sit under Patricia King’s teaching had greatly impacted me. I received a lot from her sharing and ministering. Besides her, we also had Rodney Howard Browne and David Newberry to minister to us at our very own stadium in Malaysia. I saw a great value in both of them. During one of the ministering time, the Lord touched me so deep in which I started to groan. I thought I was very soft, but I was wrong. After the whole thing, people who were far away told me I was groaning loudly. The first time I did so in the public and I was a bit embarrassed until I don’t know how to answer them and just smile. But I do not regret, I would rather look foolish than to miss the deep touch of God. I am hungry and thirsty for it.

During our Church Camp, I also experienced a great touch of God. As the organizer, I actually was a bit tired and have to keep my attention so everything would run smoothly. Everything except the meeting was going on accordingly. The meetings were out of all the ordinary, but yet it is the proper order of the Lord. The Lord manifested greatly. I was being filled with joy again and laughed in a way I usually don’t. I remembered the guy I ministered to, I felt a power ball on my hand. He went down on the floor and started shaking as I throw it towards him. The presence of God was so sweet and tangible.
In 2011 during many challenges, I saw a great growth in our section member’s life. I was so proud of their maturity. Especially in one particular incident where they showed it from the way they face a situation and in making a very important decision. Seeing them grow tremendously, trusting in the Lord and pouring their life to influence others to turn to God and love God is filling my heart with much assurance.

2011 was truly a year of great difficulties for me but HIS GRACE AND GLORY are even greater.

Don't Kacau me Please.

2011-02-01T10:26:00.003+08:00

The God Who Won’t Give Up

2010-12-25T18:44:00.001+08:00

Not everyone in Jesus’ world gave him a warm welcome. Not everyone received him with grace. And many didn’t just ignore him, they rejected him.

Isaiah prophesied his reception like this: “He was despised and rejected by men” (Isa. 53:3 NIV).

John summarized the rejection of Jesus with these words: “He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him. He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him” (John 1:10-11 NIV).

How did Christ endure treatment like that? At any point he could have said, “I quit. I’ve had enough.” Why didn’t he? What kept him from giving up?

I wonder if Lee Ielpi understands the answer? He is a retired firefighter, a New York City firefighter. He gave twenty-six years to the city. But on September 11, 2001, he gave much more. He gave his son. Jonathan Ielpi was a fireman as well. When the Twin Towers fell, he was there.

Firefighters are a loyal clan. When one perishes in the line of duty, the body is left where it is until a firefighter who knows the person can come and quite literally pick it up. Le made the discovery of his son’s body his personal mission. He dug daily with dozens of others at the sixteen-acre graveyard. One Tuesday, December 11, three months after the disaster, his son was found. And Lee was there to carry him out.

He didn’t give up. The father didn’t quit. He refused to turn and leave. Why? Because his love for his son was greater than the pain of the search. Can’t the same be said about Christ? Why didn’t he quit? Because the love for his children was greater than the pain of the journey. He came to pull you out. Your world had collapsed. That’s why he came. You were dead, dead to sin. That’s why he came. He loves you. That’s why he came.

That’s why he endured the distance between us. “Love…endures all things.”

That’s why he endured the resistance from us. “Love…endures all things.”

That’s why he went the final step of the incarnation: “God made him who had not sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God” (2 Cor. 5:21 NIV).

Why did Jesus do that? There is only one answer. And that answer has one word. Love. And that love of Christ “bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things” (1 Cor. 13:7 NKJV).

Think about that for a moment. Drink from that for a moment. Drink deeply. Don’t just sip or nip. It’s time to gulp. It’s time to let his love cover all things in your life. All secrets. All hurts. All hours of evil, minutes of worry.

The mornings you awoke in the bed of a stranger? His love will cover that. The years you peddled prejudice and pride? His love will cover that. Every promise broken, drug taken, penny stolen. Every cross word, cuss word, and harsh word. His love covers all things.

Let it. Discover along with the psalmist. “He…loads me with love and mercy” (Ps. 103:4). Picture a giant dump truck full of love. There you are behind it. God lifts the bed until the love starts to slide. Slowly at first, then down, down, down until you are hidden, buried, covered in his love.

“Hey, where are you?” someone asks.

“In here, covered in love.”

Let his love cover all things.

Do it for his sake. To the glory of his name.

Do it for your sake. For the peace of your heart.

And do it for their sake. For the people in your life. Let his love fall on you so yours can fall on them.

By Max Lucado

On this fine day.......we thank God

2010-06-07T23:54:00.001+08:00

On one fine day (3rd June 2010), Mabel and I went to our gynecologist for a normal, routine check up. We never expected anything as the last check up we had last month went well, showing no symptom of complications. During our journey to the hospital, we were still discussing whether we should buy some baby stuff afterward or push it to some time later. Seeing we still have more than 2 months before the expected delivery on August, we put the plan on hold.

The doctor checked on Mabel's blood pressure and told us that her BP was too high. He said we needed to send her to the hospital immediately and that the baby should be delivered anytime from now.

Though things weren't as expected, there are many areas that we would like to express our gratitude to God. Here is the list in chronological of events and is not based on priorities nor importance.

1. We thank God that this is discovered through a normal check up and not through any complicated situation.
2. We thank God for Dr. Edson who refered us to HUKM and conveyed the situation to us with much assurance, yet highlighting the urgency of this matter without alarming us.
3. We thank God for Dr. Edson, with his professionalism, did not consider his own benefit by hiding the matter from us in order that we continue with his service. He also considered our affordability when refering us to the relevant hospital for further treatment.
4. We thank God that the doctors and staff of HUKM carried their job effectively.
5. We thank God for our spiritual family for their support, comfort and most of all, their prayer and intercession.
6. We thank God for a very kind and professional team of doctors who executed wise and prompt decisions.
7. We thank God for doctors and medical staff in getting everything ready for us. They actually called all nearly hospitals even way up to Perak, in getting a cubicle (incubator) for our prematured baby when all in HUKM are occupied.
8. We thank God for all the nurses for attending to us with much love though there were still times of them being fierce or in bad mood.
9. We thank God that our cell members were (and are still) able to continue with the good works and stepped in to fill the gap when we weren't around.
10. We thank God for His favor that the doctor managed to get an incubator for our son and thus there wasn't a need to send him (son) to Slimriver in Perak. I can't imagine myself travelling to Slimriver to see him every day!
11. We thank God for our family for helping us and supporting us during this time. May God's strength and blessing be upon them richly.
12. We thank God for our spiritual family for their continuous prayers, support, love gift, gifts, visits, wishes and greetings.
13. We thank God for His strength, presence and power upon Mabel.
14. We thank God for His embracing love and strength upon Matthias Lee, our son.
15. We thank God because He is and always is our good, great and mighty God!

In everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. 1 Thessalonians 5:18.

Healing Rain~~

2010-04-18T12:18:00.003+08:00

GUITAR CHORD:

Healing Rain – Michael W. Smith

Capo 1

C
Healing rain is coming down
C
It's coming nearer to this old town
C
Rich and poor, weak and strong
C
It's bringing mercy, it won't be long

C
Healing rain is coming down
C
It's coming closer to the lost and found
C
Tears of joy, and tears of shame
C
Are washed forever in Jesus' name

G Am
Healing rain, it co mes with fire
F C
So let it fall and take us higher
G Am
Healing rain, I'm not afraid
F C
To be washed in Heaven's rain

C
Lift your heads, let us return
C
To the mercy seat where time began
C
And in your eyes, I see the pain
C
Come soak this dry heart with healing rain

G Am
And only You, the Son of man
F C
Can take a leper and let him stand
G Am
So lift your hands, they can be held
F C
By someone greater, the great I Am

G Am
Healing rain, it comes with fire
F C
So let it fall and take us higher
G Am
Healing rain, I'm not afraid
F
To be washed in Heaven's rain
C G
To be washed in Heaven's rain...

C
Healing rain is falling down
G
Healing rain is falling down
Am
I'm not afraid
F
I'm not afraid...

Heaven’s Grocery Store

2010-04-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

As I was walking down life’s highway many years ago,I came upon a sign that read: “Heaven’s Grocery Store”.

　　When I got a little closer，the doors swung open wide.

　　And when I came to myself，I was standing inside.

　　I saw a host of angels; they were standing everywhere.

　　One handed me a basket and said，“My child，shop with care.”

　　Everything a human needed was in that grocery store.

　　And what you could not carry you could come back for more.

　　First I got some Patience; Love was in that same row.

　　Further down was Understanding，you need that everywhere you go.

　　I got a box or two of Wisdom and Faith a bag or two.

　　And Charity，of course，I would need some of that too.

　　I couldn’t miss the Holy Ghost; it was all over the place.

　　And then some Strength and Courage to help me run the race.

　　My basket was getting full，but I remembered I needed Grace,

　　And then I chose Salvation for Salvation was for free,I tried to get enough of that to do for you and me.

　　Then I started to the counter to pay my grocery bill,For I thought I had everything to do the Master’s will.

　　As I went up the aisle，I saw Prayer and put that in,For I knew when I stepped outside，I would run into sin.

　　Peace and Joy were plentiful，the last things on the shelf.

　　Song and Praise were hanging near，so I just helped myself.

　　Then I said to the angel，“ Now，how much to I owe?”

　　He smiled and said，“Just take them everywhere you go.”

　　Again I asked，“Really now，how much do I owe?”

　　“My child,” he said，“Jesus paid your bill a long time ago.”

BY: 佚名

I read about this article coincidently. Ya, frankly speaking, sometime i really thought i have to pay for it (by discipline myself, by studying and read bible verses, by... etc) in order to got God's grace, God' strength, favour... But the truth is , Jesus has already paid for me, He paid for all of us by dying on the cross and resurrection from the death. Hope this article remind you of His love, He has done all the things for us, given His love and life freely to us. People of God, live life as God's people, cheers.

Jesus paid it all for me and you.

Angela's water baptism big day

2010-01-24T22:49:00.007+08:00

This is the moment that we waiting for... The precious moment that Angela testifies Jesus through water baptism

The victory of the Cross....

2010-01-16T18:14:00.004+08:00

Gal 6:14-15
But God forbid that i should boast except in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, by whom the world has been crucified to me, and I to the world. For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor circumcision avails anything, but a new creation.

Bio-data of Apostle Paul

The Apostle Paul wrote these words by the inspiration of the Holy spirit. However, he was someone who could have boasted about many things in his life:

-His ethnicity: he was a Jew, of tribe Benjamin. He was no Gentile.
-His religious background: He came out of one of the strictest forms of Judaism: the sect of the pharisees.
-His high education: he studied with one of the greatest Jewish scholars of all time: Gamaliel. In the contest of Israel that was like studying in Oxford or Harvard today.
-His social status: He was a Roman citizen - something highly coveted in his day. Wealthy people could buy Roman citizenship for a high cost. However, Paul was born a citizen (Acts 22:28) (Philippians 3:4-9)

However he wanted to boast about the cross! The cross was more important than anything else in his life: more important than ethnicity, education, background, citizenship etc.

Question to ponder about.

1) Why do you think Paul had such a high regard for the cross?

2) What has the cross establish in our lives?

3) In the eyes of the people watching Jesus on the cross it looked like "defeat" but the Word calls it "triumph". Read Colossians 2:13-15 in the New King James Version) and why the cross was place of victory?

4) How was Satan defeated by the cross and what that means to us today: John 12:31, 32; Hebrews 2:14, Colossians 1:13, 4)

5) Acts 1:3 says that Jesus presented Himself alive after his resurrection by many infallible proofs being seen by many people for forty days. The people of His day saw infallible proofs of his resurrection. Today, we continue to experience the reality of the fact that He is alive.

6) An old song says 'I know the tomb is empty because my heart is full'. Think about it.

7) The greatest achievement of the cross and resurrection of Jesus was the new birth and, therefore, eternal life in the presence of God.

The preacher of this message is from Ps. Luis Cabral

The end.

DD signing off.

2009 Christmas gathering-part2.

2010-01-07T21:39:00.006+08:00

Special wish from chow hua - please on your speaker loud loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! watch till the end.

The best actor of 2009,SIMON!!!!!!!!! - see how he drop his pen and make a u-turn, so natural.LOL

2009 Christmas gathering.

2010-01-05T11:51:00.012+08:00

Happy New year to everyone and also our faithful reader. 2009 had being a great year and I wish 2010 will be even a greater year for everyone Be ready for the great thing God willgoing to do thru your life. Here are some pictures and videos of our christmas gathering. All the best in 2010. Remember we are one family, together we stand.

Skytrex 27Nov 2009 Trip

2009-12-15T23:20:00.008+08:00

Praise the Lord for a very exciting and wonderful outing. It’s a new adventure to many of us and it was great. This outing reminded me of the importance of the people around us in giving support and encouragement for us to be courageous and to go higher. We literally needed to go “higher” as we had to climb some tall trees to begin our sky trekking journey. For the sake of our readers, jungle trekking means walking, trekking or going through a jungle. Therefore sky trekking means you are on the sky, going through it. LOL. Due to some misunderstanding, we were delayed and needed to wait for a very long time. Many times, I felt like giving up because of the waiting was tiring and it was getting a little bit late. Besides, fear started to creep in during that long wait. Though it did not look very scary, the height can be quite frightening if you stare at it long. Remember, God always reminds us to look at HIM, then faith will rise up! If we focus too much on our trouble or circumstances, fear will creep in instead. Praise the Lord, this is the time where our brothers and sisters come along, encouraging and urging us to not to give up; go for it, you can do it and let’s try it! WOW, it’s great to have people like these around you and I believe your life will be very different. Yes, we need to have such wonderful people around us. Therefore, its important what is the heart condition of the people around you as they are influencing you in some way or other. Are they influencing you to move higher, better and to grow in the Lord? Or is it the other way where you lose the purpose and excitement of life, being bound by meaningless, purposeless, with no faith, hope and love kind of life? I have seen many people who think they can worship God by themselves. Some Christians join fellowship but never really invest into such a relationship. Let me tell you, fellowship is neither a duty nor a spiritual requirement. Fellowship is something real that can affect who you will become. Invest into proper fellowship and not just for the sake of having fun or with any other purpose in mind. Give your heart to it. These are the wonderful people who will be around you when you need them. They will pray for you, cheer you up, support you and cushion you. Don't think we don't need others as this is pride, a seed Satan uses to kill our relationship. Like Daniel in the Bible, (Daniel 2:17-18) when he faced great challenges in life, he turned to his friend and ask them to pray for him. The thing Daniel faced was a life and death situation and if he can’t solve the problems given by the king, he will be killed! Ask yourself, do you have people whom you can turn to and ask for prayer?? Do you dare to entrust them your life and death situations? If you don't, it’s time for you to reflect on whether you have invested enough time and put in your heart on the people (whom you can trust) around you. Or have you all these while care only to have friends whom you can have fun with? Prayer, support and care are very wonderful resources in our life and because of them, we can be a better of ourselves. And believe me, prayer is very powerful and you can only receive it from people who walk closely with the Lord, people who love God and love one another. Not just in difficulties, even in the midst of peace, we can then see joy and glory glowing in our life!

An Honorable Ambition

2009-11-17T11:03:00.002+08:00

I thought leadership was for other people-until an encounter with broken relationship showed me a new way to live. I came from a broken family. Since young, I lost my childhood daddy. I lost his love. Facing a totally broken family opened me to what my life could really be. I became self-centred. I made my life busy and busy. I focused on study, don't care others feeling due of losing trust. And kept telling myself, life relied on own-independent. Over the span of twenty-five years, I lived a life unhappy. I couldn't find real joy, real happiness.

I never dreamed that I would find one at twenty-five, I find God. I am transformed, thanks to God. What set me on this path was a simple message on my cell phone, left a question mark in my doubted mind. Until I followed a friend for a movie at a small room of church, I found an answer that I want. An answer I keep asking myself since childhood, what is the real purpose of my life. After few times went to church and listened to pastor's preaching, I was beginning to crystallize a vision for my life. After one year being at church, I was appointed a group leader. This is not I wanted because I have never felt interested in being a group leader. "I don't want to lead." Because really, I can't handle the pressure of it all. I rather to stay at my comfort zone. I think what I enjoyed most was just helping people know themselves better so that they could be more discerning about what they were called to do in life. And I loved my this job, I liked to do good work. But deep down, I had to admit that I didn't like to be a leader.

One grey evening, one short, simple verse was brought in front of me. It went like this, To aspire to leadership is an honourable ambition, 1 Timothy 3:1. Most Christians have reservations about aspiring to leadership. Just, they are unsure about whether it is truly right for a person to want to be a leader. After all, is it not better for the position to seek out the person rather than the person to seek out the position? I used to read a book about being a good leader. It asked me to refer another verse, Jeremiah 45:5. These two verses have brought me a clearer mind. When our ambition is to be effective in the service of God- to realize God's highest potential for our lives-we can keep both of these verses in mind and hold them in tension. I was still not satisfying. I went to find the meaning of a spiritual leader through internet dictionary and I found this as below:-

Or refer this: http://www.thefreedictionary.com/spiritual+leader

I smiled. Because it gave me even blur mind. In my heart was thinking, only God could settle my doubtful mind. And He really made it. He opens my small, narrow mind to become wider. God says, all Christians are called to develop God-given talents, to make the most of their lives, to develop to the fullest their God-given powers and capacities. Another thing, Jesus taught that ambition that centers on the self is wrong. Ambition that centers on the glory of God and welfare of the church is a mighty force for good. A good leader is easily distinguishable by being a role model. Instead of just teaching, a good leader preaches and leads by example. If you come late and expect discipline from your team members, then you can never be a good leader. Leadership is not about exhibiting authority, it is about channelizing resources effectively for a fruitful result. A good leader never demands respect, but earns it. You should have the strength of character and personality to be respected and loved by everyone. A good leader is confident and sure about himself/herself and their work. A good leader is one who has a clear vision about his/her future. You need to be able to effectively bind your team members as a united group.

Waooooo....such a leadership journey to go~ Yet, it is a great journey to go. It is full of exciting, challenging, tough work though, it is fun and enjoyable. It's all depending on what condition you put your heart at. If you put heart at negative side, surely you can't be a leader. However, if you put heart positively, this is a journey you won't regret for the rest of your life. Anyway, I'm loving my way which God leading now. Please, let God's ambition becomes my ambition, this is what I am praying and hoping for the moment...

Thanks for spending your short time reading this simple sharing...

Because of You, Jesus

2009-11-13T16:35:00.002+08:00

Because of You, Jesus
Zoel Lai

(Verse 1)
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus,
Because of You, I’m born again
Because of You, I’m got the new life
Because of You, Jesus, I saw the light in the sky

(Verse 2)
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
Because of You, I’m saw my future
Because of You, I know my own way
Because of You, Jesus, I saw the moon at night

(Cores)
You raise me up, when I failure and fruitless
You raise me up, so I can saw the mountain
You raise me up, so I can reach the higher

(Bright)
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus,
Because of You, Jesus

Memory : Taman Pertanian Trip March 2008

2009-11-05T10:41:00.006+08:00

This is the video clip of our march 2008 trip to Taman pertanian prepared by Ashley Hiew. 27 November 2009, we will going again to Taman pertanian, but this time we will go to SKYTREX. It will be a great and awesome time together. As well, we will go thru all the wonderful challenges together. Praise the Lord. More details and picture will be uploaded soon. Don't miss it ya. God bless you all.

FACING THE GIANTS

2009-10-21T11:57:00.000+08:00

There is this parable I listen in a movie “facing the giants” mentioning there are 2 farmers who desperately need rain. Both of them pray to the Lord to ask for rain. However only one of the 2 farmers going to the field, work on it and prepare for rain. From this simple parable, who do you think believe God will give rain? It’s very obvious the one who work on his farm, prepare his farm and prepare for the rain to come. Faith without work is dead.

This parable might be a very simple, but I found it very profound. How many of us, we always blaming on this and that yet without giving our best. How many of use, we will only give our best when we see the best situation around or when there is favor or when God answered our prayer? How many of us wait till things happen, than only we give in our best? This is not faith at all. As we know nothing is impossible for God, let us do our best in all situations and leave the results to God. In life it’s not about gaining and achieving what we want to achieve. God put us here for a PURPOSE. All that we achieve or pursue, if only for ourselves will one day be meaningless. Do think about it. Do you remember who is the richest person 20years ago, who is the greatest person 20years ago? In the movie, the coach tell his player, winning for their own glory is only short term, very soon people will forget about that, very soon their trophy will be there collecting dust. It’s very true, I remember I study very hard to achieve a good results, yes I get straight A’s in some government exam, good results in SPM, get my degree and all those stuff. Yet, it all became nothing now. I don’t mean we shouldn’t have goal, or we are not to do anything with our life. As I have mention, we need to do our best in all situations, and bring glory to God. First, let us understand our purpose, God said the greatest thing we to do is to love God wholeheartedly and love people fervently. This is the most important and primary; as we love God our life will be in the correct perspective. We will use our life for bringing God glory and not anymore for our selfish ambition. Jesus Himself had died for us for this reason so that we are connect back to God. God love us so much, in all that we our do or pursue God will certainly there to bless us because HE care for us and HE care for the thing which we care as well. Only never let those things take the place of God.

I had found sometimes we do not do our best because of various reasons. We might think we are small, weak, definitely will lose or we will fail badly. But as we know our purpose, it’s not anymore regarding failure or success; it’s all about giving our best. Never give up, never back down, never lose faith. Do you prepare your field for the rain God will pour down? Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him and HE shall make your path straight. FOR GOD NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE

Ps: Facing the giants is a very meaningful and touching movie. As you watch it, I believe as well it will impart faith, strength and confidence to you

姑娘, 你很漂亮 Girl, you are beautiful - 例外人, Nick Vujicic

2009-10-17T23:25:00.001+08:00

This video is nice and wonderful. The reasons are because "you able to get variety of benefits from" such as God's Love, confidence and daily lifestyle. This is what we all are facing in everyday and experience it. haha: ) 1 2 3 Smile: )

8th Oct 2009

2009-10-09T00:51:00.001+08:00

Dear restless heart, be still; don't fret and worry so;
God has a thousand ways His love and help to show;
Just trust, and trust,and trust, until His will you know.

Dear restless heart, be still; for peace is God's own smile;
His love can every wrong and sorrow reconcile;
Just love, and love, and love, and calmly wait awhile.

Dear restless heart, be brave; don't moan and sorrow so,
He has a meaning kind in chilly winds that blows;
Just hope, and hope, and hope, until you braver grow.

Dear restless heart, recline upon His breast this hour,
His grace is strength and life, His love is bloom and flower;
Just rest, and rest, and rest, within His tender power.

Dear restless heart, be still! Don't struggle to be free;
God's life is in your life, from Him you may not flee;
Just pray, and pray, and pray, till you have faith to see.

My God is a good God. He knows every single things in my life, He knows i am upset, He understand how i feeling about. Today i have bump into varies blogs from different minister which i do not know, and through them i hear, and that I know i am love, i know He cares. Some time life is like a mess, some time hurt, but He is by your side, He watches every bit, His grace is sufficient for me, Amen~

HEAD DOWN STRAIGHT FORWARD

2008-10-25T15:41:00.001+08:00

Today is 23 October 2008, the fourth day in MTI apostolic program Intake 11. During the break time, there is just some time for me to look back into some of the record I had put down. I came thru this article I kept in my laptop;

Head Down, Straight Ahead.
'Head down' means I'm unbothered by what the others are doing.
It means I'm personally doing the best I can on my pathway.
It means I'm not anxious about what others are thinking.
It means I'm pre-occupied with what I'm doing not what others are doing.
'Straight ahead' means I stick to my course.
I don't keep changing when it doesn't work the way like I thought it would.
I remain undistracted from tempting turn offs in the road.
Head Down, Straight Ahead!
Stick to the plan.

At the beginning of 2007 while I am praying the Lord give me the word “head down straight forward”. The LORD prepared me not to wary from the way in which HE had lead me into. As I keep on meditate on the word, the Lord continue to speak more and more which all those the Lord speak to me is at the article above. This article is not wrote by me, but I received from a leadership subscription from website around September 2007(a week before Apostolic program Intake 10). I praise the Lord for HE is great, mighty and above all is a LOVING FATHER in heaven. He reminds me again the thing HE had thought me. The article is exactly the same I had received personally from the Lord. It won’t be the advice for the year 2007 only, but I prayed this will be my value and conviction deep down in my heart for the time ahead. Lord, I pray as You unfold You will, teach us to head down straight forward. We won’t be affected by other thing whether it is bad or good. We won’t be affect by circumstances, challenges or even success we can get. In all we do give us the spirit of excellent. Lord this is my desire to have a deeper and deeper fellowship with you no matter what. Please Lord forgive me, and help my unbelief in time I am weak. I ask for Your grace and help to complete the race .

Properous Blessing~~

2008-10-01T17:04:00.001+08:00

this time i went back to hometown, actually many things out of my expectation..God bless my and my mum financial problem. since i came to kl, wat i depend only my ptptn loan. anything support me? erm, i think no..so how i count also i kenot survive till my last year at utar. i ever think that i wanna give up and dun wan to continue my study dy coz i really kennot continue it. i family owe ppl a lot money. even now i also owe ppl money, but i told my self when i go out to work, must givebek them. i try to use many way to survive my life in kl..in kl, actually a lot of temptations. take lrt only also wanna spend u around 10 ringgit if u travel long . so, actually i continue my degree also by faith, chines always said " see one step walk one step" coz i know that in the final year i sure kenot survive even i save and save. but sometime u really kenot believe that. God make a nice way to me dy. like in the middle i take 3 months go to work part time. my convo have postpone. everything i can see that God help me to make money. if He give me directly sure i will be greedy ma rite. so He wan me use my one energy to exchange the money bek. now i in the final year stage. every thing i very good. last week, i jes get a cek from a association, they willngly to pay me this money and support me finish my degree. this is great news to me, coz i really appreaciate wat they did for me. another is my mum also get the blessing, she jes get an interview letter from government and called her for interview, if she success..sure every months government will subsidise her rm300... that greats..it can minimise her burden, and she can stay in house find some small small thing to do, and no need go out everytime dy. even my job now also get the blessing. last time the utar put me industrial training jes get rm600 permonth, but now my allowance reached 1k. plus the working place near my house. so actually i take bike to work, everytime i no much spend the money..hehe..God is good rite. Dun only think that when we face to bad then scold Him, but when turn good jes say Him good. wat importance here. u believe. wat He called jes do. He wont give wrong way to u. Now, i can say that, i dont worry for my degree dy. some more i already start to save the money for my new car dy..haha..

Women from heaven

2008-09-30T13:41:00.002+08:00

In this article, I would like to introduce to you one of a great miracles worker of the Lord. I am not referring to those we know like Bill Johnson, Benny Hinn or others, though I have great respect on them. (I like to read their book and watch their work with a learning heart actually). But many times, we forget actually miracles may not just be seeing healing, lame walk again or hands growing out. I acknowledge all this is a very wonderful signs and wonder from the Lord which we should desire to see more and more in our times. However do not forget, around us there might have some of this miracles worker around us. I have a privilege as I got to a bunch around me.

The miracles worker I would like to introduce to you is called Pastor Lois Hor from World Harvest Church. She is a pastor who impacted my life a lot when I just came to know Christ and also even now. She might not yet did miracles which in our definition is "great". However, a lot of miracles she had did which people or even she might not know it. This miracle I am mentioning is shaping the life of others. Just in this past few years, I had noticed besides me, many others learn directly or indirectly how to follow God and serve God from her.

I still remember the first time, I attended cell group where Pastor Lois play the guitar and lead worship. I can't say she is very good, but not bad. Yet she did make some mistake here and there. The thing I saw is, she did it with all her heart, not for impress us or because of her duty. Therefore each time when she challenge me to do something, no matter how hard or impossible, and my heart resent some of those challenges, I will follow her advice because she had show us her example, willingness and submissive. She had submitted to our senior Pastor, Pastor David, for 15 years faithfully. This is another great example which we all should learn. She faithfully does all the work with a willing heart even in the most humble task. Her faithfulness, willingness and dedication had being an example for me in many things in life and ministry.

From a born again believer, Pastor Lois continue to pour her life unto us, and now, I started to serve God full time. When I join the team, Pastor Lois come and told me, now you are not my member but we are co-worker. She not showing seniority with me, but she put hope and also confidence in me. This is truly an example of biblical character where Jesus said, Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in Me, the works that I do he will do also; and greater works than these he will do,(John 14:11-13). As a good leader, she put hope for our future and believe all of us will do a great work for the Lord. This is truly one of the unselfish attitude she had imparted into the life of her disciples.

During my most confuse and darkest moment, Pastor Lois had come and rescue me without her own knowing. I never mention to anyone what I faced or encountered except to the Lord thru prayer. Pastor Lois following the guidance of the Holy Spirit had come and minister to me. I knew she had being faithfully and also caringly pray for us. Pastor Lois indeed a very strong woman and leader, yet most of her members knew she care and pray for them a lot.

She is not the only miracles worker around us, I hope this article will help you to notice and appreciate these peoples around you. As well, it will going to motivate your heart to impact other peoples life more and in greater way, whether you are going to start or actively doing so.

I hope this will be like a honey to her soul. Let her know all that she did is not in vain for she has impacted greatly not just my life, but many others. I believe, God will going to use her more and in greater way.

If you want to get to know her more, feel free to visit her blog at http://www.loistan7.blogspot.com/ or contact her at loistss7@gmail.com

Trust, and keep trusting

2008-09-25T01:01:00.000+08:00

I am here to share with you something that has been happen to me these few days. But before that please let me have a little bit introduction about this matter.
As you know that this is my last semester and soon i will be joining industrial training right after my examination. So at very first begining of this semester i have already started and requested some of my friend who very close to me to pray for me, bible said mer, when 2 gather and pray God will be among them mer, so that i could get a good place to train.

Then....bla bla bla.....when it's about the middle of sem, one Hong Kong's company came and requested 2 students to train in their firm, but because the aim of that company is more relevent with contract and law,which i actually not much intersted,so i told them that i need some time to think over it( cox this company need high commitment, dunt play play),at the same time i also sent application to others company which having membership with Instituti QS. One of the company agreed to take and asked my resume from my lecturer soon, so this time i rejected the HK's firm since i already get one company willing to accept me. But the company dint give any news or reply after that, so we call them and wanting to ask for further imformation. Who's know the company rejected me by saying that their company only accept bumi. I was so shocked and disappointed when i heard abt that, angry some more for their racism.

I feeling very down on that day, but suppricingly don't know why some of my friends some how sent me some msg of encouragement, and comfort me. After nagging and feeling down for some time, i told myself doesn't matter, it's ok, just follow what God is leading, everything that happen in my life would not be a waste. Of cox ler, human mer as me somehow will thinking and thinking, question and question is it anything that i did and caused this matter happen;immediately i took up guitar and worship Him once i have this thought. Again and again the thoughts coming, again and again i worship the God; my heart calm down for some time, and doubt for some time,then again and again i told myself trust on God.

Finally.....i went to see my lecturer after today examination, actually wanted to ask him what should i do since i didn't get any comfirmation yet. But he given me a big smile and congratuated me,saying that i have been appointed and accepted by a big company,i am actually never send application to this company, is him my lecturer has sent them my resume.He said i m so lucky cox this company never open to private schol but they're willing to give me a place for training. Heard from some classmate told me,this firm is actually quite famous in our field too.
Did you realise what is actually happen to me? God listened to my prayer, and my friend's prayer. At 1st the HK's company came, and rejected by me; i found another one, but i rejected by them; and then another one come and appointed me, which is far more better then what i found for myself.

I share this matter, 1stly, i really wants to share my joy and God's grace in my life. Also want to encourage you,trust and keep trusting on God. Boldly tell Him your needs, and believe that He will take care and provide you the good things far more better then you can think and imagine. I am so glad that He remember my every prayers, needs...He care abt me, even in little little things.

“Obedience” hard?

2008-09-17T11:06:00.001+08:00

Oh yeah, this is first time Mabel Lee post own sweet,sour,bitter and spicyyy..in this great blog. Hopefully no sour and bitter, :D Let's us keep moving on. D45 & D62, come'on!!! Below is just my feeling i have before...

Children obey instructions from parents. Christians obey the voice of God. Sound like simple and easy. But, hard to act on it. Got one time,i was asked to help search some 4 seosons pictures. Opened many browsers. There were so many season pictures. Some even i hard to define whether that is summer or autumn or spring. Confusing my eyes…aha.

Then it was just suddenly one question dump into my mind. "Do you ever have seasons in your life when it seems like every time you go to church and every time you spend time in prayer or open the Bible, you receive any revelation from God? Very frankly, i do but also very less. One moment, in spiritually, it may seems like great. Then suddenly, something happens. And, i start drying up in spiritual things. It seems like nothing different what i pray or how much i read the Word. I was becoming so dry my spirit like creaking. Yet, i still didn’t know what the cause was. I was thinking is it any hidden sin in my life i not yet confess? I was praying and asking continuously. I recalled and found the last thing God told me to do that i didn’t do.

It’s probably nothing big and may seemingly just a small thing. But, those small small disobedience will dry up the flow of the Spirit. Anyway, come boldly to the throne of God and repent. Then pick up where we left off and do what God directed. So, obeying the voice of Holy Spirit is never a small thing…Even Jesus Himself remained in the will and the love and the peace of the Father. And so He continued the path of obedience, NO MATTER WHAT!! So, we all are called to follow. It’s that simple.

Matthew 19:30

2008-07-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

today i going to share a verse, Matthew 19:30, "But many who are first will be last, and many who are last will be first." for the first impression toward this verse, what you think about this verse? if u read thourgh the story chapter 20, the Parable of the workers in the vineyard. you will see the owner hire men to work in his vineyard. he pay the wages to the men, in the last the owner also hire the new people to work for him. but the new worker working hour less than them and get the same payment with them. do you think that it was unfair to every one? for me i really felt that very unfair to the workers, all doing the same thing, still work in long time, but the new worker jes work less than them. get the same payment, how fair? but if you think about it.actually the owner is very fair to his workers. coz if u think thorugh, if the owner do not hire the workers, they will no money to support their family. actually i jes want to tell, "the first shall be the last, the last shall be the first" just like our life, sometime you use 10 years to be a top manager, but another person he jes use 5 years to be the top manager. the salary same with you but working hour less than u. dun have such thinking in ur mind to think that the boss bias to every person. if you think. Jesus told us this verse ithink that He want to tell us, no matter u r the first accepted Christ or the last person to accept Christ. in God Kingdom, we r the same, dont think they just accepted Christ but why Grow so fast in the church. the first person will be the last, the last person also will be the first...remember that..hehe

God Able to change You

2008-07-16T00:42:00.001+08:00

still remember the chuong eng friend? called Boon Long? if for previous, i think i able to be a good friend with him..hehe..why? coz he is that kind ppl same with me. so sometime chuong eng told me about him, i think i already knew it the next what he wanna to say for his friend. actually, i am also the sensetive ppl, i very care people how to see me, how much they care me also. totally same wit boon long wat the chuong eng told u before. but when i started to grow, our vision must put far a bit dy, God always train me in the good way. until now i really learned a lot, and i try to be more better also.even i make wrong or what,God will spoke to me through someone. sometime, the message shared to me totally related to my weakness. in my life always facing a lot of thing we could not make it by our own strengt, so i will surrender all the things to Him, to do for me. even he also teaching me in my life. i learn it. long long ago, i hink i lacked of patience, now i knew it, i try to overcome it. although i still cannot do it 100%, i already minimise it also. although now i a lot of assignments need to do. but i enjoy it..May God Staying with me always..Halleluyah!!

Faithful

2008-07-05T20:02:00.001+08:00

The month of June just passed. Month of June is the month which 2 of our very special bro and sister birthday. They are Joyce and Max. If I can only use one words to describe about them, I would choose FAITHFULLNESS, 2 of them had show me this quality in their life. Besides many other great qualities in their life, both of them are really faithful in their doing. Whether towards God, people or life. In the past few years of knowing both of them, I believe all of their friends will agree with me, that both of them are people with integrity. They never pretend in their life, and always so honest with people around them.

My Hope for wedding day

2008-06-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

Wedding is coming very near. I really want to thank God for a bunch of great people that help me to make this wedding successful. They ask me what I want most. Actually, all other thing is not so much important to me except people which dear to me are happy. I hope all those people who is so important in my life to feel happy as well. I hope my wedding is not just “mine” wedding but it will be “our” wedding. A special day, not just for me and Mabel but it will be a memorial day for our parents, our beloved spiritual family, bro n sister. This will be a day, that will engrave something so beautiful and memorial to everyone of us. A day which will mark a significant feeling and support to our life. I think this is more important than any other thing else. Hope you all be happy as well. Coz all my happiness, you all are the contributor and without you all, we won’t be where we are right now. Thank you for you all.

God answered my prayer~~

2008-06-20T02:26:00.001+08:00

i was a diciple house leader in alpha, since i accepted to be a leader for this house. people jes like a seasonate and keep move out. in my heart very sad, coz i dun know what i can to do? but i still let them to go. this house getting naked after one of my housemates move out, coz he took along all his refridgenerator, washing mechinese ant etc..suddenly, my house needed a lot of things. in my heart, jes know worried coz i scare i kenot be a good leader. but i got tried to learn how to be a good leader. many times, i felt i want to give up but in the end, a strong thing jes keep remind me dun. yes, sometime this feeling hard to describe. i try and try, finally i started to pray out. Lord, in Your name Lord, i can do all thing. even You sacrified Ur self, although people aways You, but You never forsake us. actually i am the impatience person. but i try to learn from this way. i must be patience for every circumstances. i really need lots patience in my life. someime i still felt i no mature enuff. i try to make prayer, told God. everytime after i pray in spirit. i will like whole body very relax. when focus on Jesus, i jes felt i like a baby on His hand. it is good news wanna share out. Lord gave me a cheaper fridge to my house. first i tot that RM80 sure very old and small, even my housemates also told me check carefully b4 purchase it. i pray for God, Lord make the fridge biger Lord, dun small small one. God bless, i get shocked after i saw the fridge. last time my owner wanna sell to me RM300 with very small one. but now i get one only RM80 with big one. the fridge still function well. i give thank to my Lord. coz Him, I GET THE GOOD THING. this few days, i always like attacked by something. i very sad. after took out my bible, but i dint know which verse i wan to read. i jes surrender to God, i told Him, now i open which page, that page verse is u wan to tell me. it real, the verses God gave me suddenly soak in my heart. medidate carefully. actually, i still got many thing need God to guide me and lead me. sometime dont thing this like cheated u. but it is real. confess Jesus as ur Savior. You will get u different with b4...

When problems come....

2008-06-19T20:07:00.000+08:00

I was in very bad mood, and was struggled a lot in my own problems for quite some long times. The funny part was, I have tried to make myself cool down, and tried very hard to figure out what was going wrong actually so things lead to went wrong. I thought I was already cool down, but actually my temper raised some more, thanks for my stubbornness. haha.

And because of I was too concerned about my situation, until I started to close down every door in my life, not allowing peoples come in and even God. Although I didn’t forgot to tell God about everything, but I too sad to hear n see Him. I felt very very, extremely lonely that time, cause seemingly God also hiding from me. Until one day, I really cannot take it and cry to God asking Him why, why He so quiet when I need Him the most, why He didn’t answer my questions…..why…why…but what I got then was only silence. And a dream. There’re broken rainbow showings in the night time. If you know me well then you should know rainbow is so meaningful to me, it has represent the promise of God. From that moment on I was like giving up everything, expect no one could understand and help me.

Then, I live life as usual. Every night I cry myself hiding down under my blanket, kept all the anger and sadness by myself. Ya, I am not happy because I can’t forgive and forget for something what peoples has done to me. There’re very tired and tough times, fighting to my heart everyday to prevent doing silly things. After some other days, I was in Sunday praise celebration; don’t know why my tears jus fall uncontrollable, then, my Pastor said, maybe nobody could understand how sad our story but God does. Some area just too hard to forgive but God knows everything. (slightly different a bit)

I didn’t think too much on it actually while the Pastor was talking. But it’s enough to move me to make another prayer to God. I asked God helps to forgive and forget the person, cause I can’t do it by myself, and I determine continue to care and love the person. After that I could forget slowly the hurts and pain the matter it’s bring, of cause still I would have a little worry what if I get hurt once again. But I chose to surrender all up to God who cares.

Until last night, something that I couldn’t understand suddenly make clear it’s own. Have you ever read Psalm13:1-2? it said:”O Lord, how long will you forget me? Forever? How long will you look the other way? How long must I struggle with anguish in my soul, with sorrow in my heart everyday? ” Even faithful and godly King David has written this, sometimes felt that God was absent. The greater our troubles, the farther away God sometimes seem to be. But God actually didn’t really giving up on King David. I used to think God has also giving up on me, but that is just what I think, what I feel. The truth is feeling could lies.

Have any one else seen rainbow in the dark sky before. That is impossible. Through reflecting the light of sun and the waters in clouds only rainbow show. But then I have seen, the promise of God. Even no sunlight, the problems come, God has promised that He will not leave us. When I revise my mailbox, only I found the answer that I looking for was actually there, just I didn’t realize and too focus on the my situation.

I am so thankful because God is God, who is always gentle and love. Never giving up on me. When problems come, tell the problems that we have God in our life instead of telling the problems are too hard to us. Then slowly you would see things started to change.

House Alone

2008-06-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

Coming from a not so prosper family, having a room for our own is more like a dream. I believe in most people heart at least there is a time we hope to have a room by our own. Our private areas where we have the full freedom and liberty to do what we hope and want. I do have similar wish some of the time though I knew it’s quite impossible. When I start my college life, and start staying out side, still this remains just a wish because of finance situation. Not only me, but quite a lot of other students as well, though we can hear mostly want to have a room by themselves in an affordable price, still majority sharing their room with friends or stranger.
Finally, my this “wish” (though I don’t really like it anymore) to have a room by myself come true. Not only room, but now I have a house all by myself. It turns out to be quite frightening I am all alone. After this many years of staying together with people. If have a chance to choose again, I still want to share room with other people even though I have the money to pay for a room by myself. The experience is too much to miss it. I will never forget all those “fight” and “talking” with my housemate and roommate. I gain much compare with those “privacy”. Actually staying with people, we still have much privacy if we able and knew how to communicate and relate with people.
Now coming home, and only silent is waiting for you, is truly a not an enjoyable feeling. I knew why so many rich people who have BIG houses are feeling empty. Though I am not there yet, I can magnify what I face and if I am at that situation, I will be drive to crazy or probably be a suicide. However, I thanks God, because as I start to look out of myself and my house. There is tremendous beautiful thing and people God put around me. All those wonderful, handsome, pretty, and God-fearing man and woman of God. They are all full of love, kindness and hope. Seeing them around me, is truly like a honey to the depressing soul. It brings a lot of soothing and sweetness into my life and my soul. Never forget our lovely God the source of love. I can’t imagine, how I my life will be without HIM in my life.
I understand all the people won’t be around me all the time, yet for me all of them is like sun in the sky. Though dark cloud can hide it from my view. But my sun is always there shining onto me, giving my heart a warm that can’t never be take away. Deep in my heart, I wish to say, I love you all and thanks for the time we went thru, and also we will go thru it together in time to come.

Caleb

God always with us

2008-05-30T18:15:00.000+08:00

still remember that, people always asked:" Who is God". then we will get the answer the God is human, and he did a lot of miracle things and the rest cannot do it. He sit at the high position. is this call "God"? when i started to close with Christian. i realised that "God" was different with what we talking before. God, we cannot touch it, cannot see through our eyes, why we belive this world have God? rumour? Definately No. Some people they really want to see by they own eye jes able to belive. but what we see, not by our eyes, is our heart. ur heart is the play the importance role in our body, without heart, we die. and sometime, if u think carefully, who created trees? who created animals. who created earth? is it same with wat the science said it. the earth created after the space stone bang with each others? then this space must have many earths, coz it from a big earth bang out with small small pieces to every where. although science getting moden and high tech, however science still cannot replace God place. some miracle thing happen, science still cannot find out the reason. remember eyes cannot replace everthing, eyes cannot be like our nose. very simple and asking u, how u feel around got air? is it u see it by ur own eyes? No, u cannot really see it, but u sense it. God also cannot see by our own eyes, u must look by ur spitritual eyes. God's always with us. He no bias for every one, jes like ur parent. this world cannot without Love. Power of love will overcome everythings. we love our parents, we love our brother, we love our sister, we love our friends, we love everyone. pray with ur fully heart. do it what He tell u to do. be his follower. Belive it! no matter u are, u also under His protection. I can say with loudly and proudly, God love You!

Caleb feeling on 29 May 2008

2008-05-30T15:46:00.001+08:00

29 May 2008, today is the day, our beloved Bro-in-Christ going to Liverpool for 3 mths. Though it is not very long, but in my heart really felt a bit “bu she de” haha. Yet we bless him with all our heart. We hope in this phase of his life, God will going to unfold many more beauty and wonderful plan for his life.

Hai Chuan indeed is a really good bro to many of us. Recently get to know him more closely, as we both stay together. From his life he instills in me a lot of good thing. Though outside he looks very gentle, yet this is a man of determination. I observe, he is very good in many many thing, study, sport, cooking, handcraft, household……n many more. I start to realize, he is so good in many thing because, of his attitude towards life. Never compromise and do all things with all his heart. Even though thing he might not good at first. For example, we are recording a video clip for Joseph birthday, Hai Chuan did very well and also excellent though at first he said he can’t make it. I believe at first he really don’t know, but because of a willing heart, he able to perform so well with heart and soul in it.

Besides not taking thing lightly, he also very serious and hardworking. Seldom see him giving excuse can’t do certain thing. I believe this is something we should learn from our brother. No need to mention his patience and kindness, though SMALL number of ppl actually sees him angry before. Which I think its normal and yet his angry is not invalid and it’s not that damaging type of anger, only the side of seriousness I believe.

There are many things I would like to write down, however for the sake of not being labeled as “cheong hei” and nagging I would like to put a stop here.

There is also something interesting during our journey to KLIA, we all had a really good time of talking together. And because of this fellowship, I wan to be more active in this blog and hope other will also. Ashley remind us again that this blog is not only for putting picture, birthday. It also a place where ppl will get to know Christian, God, Jesus more and more. Here ppl will see clearer, how can we love God and love others in a practical and real way. SO let us gambatteh to make our blog a place we want to visit frequently.Amen

Hai Chuan, our dear brother

2008-05-30T02:16:00.002+08:00

He is leaving, to U.K.to continue study.
All the best to him.
And we'll going to miss him and pray for him and support him at here,wating for his coming back.
Dear brother, take very good care of yourself~ God bless

Max and darren.

Kenny and John

Jason , alex , edison and Hai Chuan climbing on staircase =.=

Cathy, Joseph and Hai Chuan

Hai Chuan and Caleb

out side the restorant,leaving soon...

Jason and him taking at Dragon-i dinner as farewell.

captured at KLIA

p/s:even u r so far from us but stil u stay in our heart(^o^)

WHC church camp at Peace Heaven

2008-05-26T00:58:00.000+08:00

3days 2nite, guess what has happen in peace heaven? lol, very great n memoreable moment.

Q-ing to play car race at genting theme park

lol, under big rock

taking instruction from game master, daniel

waiting for bus,chole n joyce

Alex b'day~

2008-05-26T00:50:00.001+08:00

birthday cake~~

alex is "kacau-ing long life mee"

Happy belated birthday to dear Alexy~~

Caleb Lee our leader's 28th birthday

2008-05-02T03:45:00.000+08:00

Yoyo~~dear caleb, older 1 years,opps....should be,mature one more year jor! haha. This is the "last sigle birthday" u have loh~(har, u ask what is last sigle b'day ar?oh, means he is going to marry soon loh, with our mabel sis). The pictures was taken during dinner at wong kok, memorable moment~

Group photo and the present.

no comments..........

All guys~

Caleb and his birthday gift which is made by our ugly n funny pictures(k re fei at side ther = joseph)

1st March 2008

2008-03-04T10:28:00.000+08:00

This is the 1st outing in year of 2008.
Although that morning keep on raining, but we're stil determined to go Taman Pertanian whish droppend at Shah Alam.Finally the rain stop and we does enjoy and create a very meaningful n happy memory together. Also the 1st time i use up all my energy to cycling...wahaha.

Get ready, our journey start at here --> Taman Pertanian

Group photo taking at the front door of 4season house. People really look good when smile from their heart.

Tulip,capture at 2season house.

Ashley and Joyce and Tulips (taken by Caleb)

Group photo taking while break time to makan~~

Ji Wen, Kenny, Ashley,Max and Zoe at Fish farm ( it;s a natural river, should have big finish there (^o^))

Phota taking at down stair of dam~ Ashley, Zoe and Joyce

Hai Chuan and Edison stading in the middle of the water.

Caleb our leader with his cool face~

Alex with cool sunglass

Very Touching Video~~

2008-03-01T00:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday somebody shared this video to me, i felt quit touching for this video. this video talk about how her meet the Jesus, and Jesus give her a lot of wonderful momory and hope to her. but in the middle, she starting greed, her love money, she started takes alcohol, all the sins she make. she wan sucide, but in the end , her make a decision to turn bek to Jesus, how she pass through the obstagle. God is good always. although the video very short, but it really take the message to us.

21th Feb -Cell Group at Joseph New House

2008-02-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

21th Feb night, we had the cell group at our brother new house. it was the first time we fellowship at there. we shared some holiday events with each other and also pray for joseph new house.

We Worship the Lord

Joseph Playing guitar

Sharing something latest

Listening What He/she sharing

Ji wen & Kerropi

20th Feb

2008-02-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

今天偶跟着咱们的“科力”还有“科力嫂--〉美爆”挑选他们的礼服去了~~ 这间位于pudu附近的婚纱馆礼服好少哦，不过幸好不多，不然“美爆”会成为第一个因为换衣服累昏的准新娘，呵呵~~ 放上来的只不过是区区几张小图，皆因偶是不可能一次给你post 80张吧！！慢慢欣赏吧~~

The Important of Cell Life

2008-02-11T22:15:00.001+08:00

The family of God is a very huge one, comprising people all over the world who have received God's forgiveness through Jesus Christ. In your whole life-time you will not be able to get to know one. But God has established smaller
units called churches where you can worship together with others, and find
teaching and guidance in your new life. Churches in turn have established small groups called cells where you can relate to other believers in a meaningful and supportive way.

27/1, Kian Weng Big Big Day!

2008-01-28T01:13:00.001+08:00

27/1 we celebtrated our kien weng brother birthday, although he moved to sg long dy, however he still have the passionate heart t come back here. anyway we wish him happy birthday and happy new year!

( Yeah, one of us brother birthday today, celebrated with him at E-fatt shop, wangsa maju)

( after sang sung, He cut the cake for us)

( 2 joke brothers reunion, talk nonsense)

( ppl who involved in the party)

( in the end,we pray for him and wish him happy!)

Our Brother Hai Chuan Birthday OoOo.....

2008-01-21T09:21:00.000+08:00

20.1.2008 we are celebrating Our lovely Hai Chuan birthday. although looks simple, the atmospere still there. Hai Chuan not only our member but he also the good chef in our section. this year, he received a big bible and we hope that he can appreciate the gift. Thanks God, we have a good brother here, May God bless him always..! and "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAI CHUAN" again!

( Hai Chuan smelling the cake, wakaka, coffee flavor)

(present and gift for him.)

(Congra Hai Chuan get the 1st prize.)

(In the end we pray for him for his study and the life in this year)

(This year he will be better than last year. in the future, we hope that not only us celebrate birthday for u, but we also see ur own cg members come along u. win the souls and this jes the good present for ur self!)

Our Brothers Joseph & Kenny Big Day on 8/1/2008!!

2008-01-20T02:35:00.000+08:00

8.1.2008 we are celebrating Joseph and Kenny Birthday, although they different day however we put them into the same day. we order pizza and KFC. Wao.. Yumi yumi..in the end we pray for them, God bless them always and Good Helth!

(Joseph & Kenny in front of the cake, and waiting blow the candles)

( Joseph face looks subtle, 2 girls very dangerous!)

(Lol, WHat the Max doing?? enjoy his meal? )

(All the anjing kucing family! pretend cute there)

( in the end, we pray both of them, happy new year, and good helth!May God Bless Them!)

Chritmas Tree!

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Kenny

Nice tree

Wow, nice ler!! hehe

Ashley:

Present Video~~

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Prepared by Kenny:

Prepared by Caleb:

christmas Tree

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Caleb So Happy~~^^

Joyce

Eric Ma

Keroppi Hide behind the tree

Alex

Christmas Video~

2007-12-22T20:35:00.000+08:00

Better Than I by Jason (Part 1)

Better Than I by Jason (Part 2)

Lord, We Love You So Much by Alex (Part 1)

Lord, We Love You So Much by Alex (Part 2)

Caleb Sharing (Part 1)

Caleb Sharing (Part 2)

Christmas Celebrating by D45 Members and all the lovely Friends!

2007-12-21T18:21:00.001+08:00

After Christmas~~

Dancing in end of the Part~~

Dancing performanced by Chong Eng And Wai Meng~~

B4 Christmas 2007(1st Part)!

2007-12-21T15:34:00.000+08:00

Cutting the Words " Merry Christmas"

Practice Singing

Giving Comments

Sok Fong Kacau Max

Doing The "Merry Christmas"

Merry X'mas to you~~

2007-12-21T00:50:00.000+08:00

Yeah~ we just finished our pre-celebration for christmas, to share happiness and God to peoples who we know. It was a great n wonderful days, even though v have put in many many energy, money, time....and of cox "love " to prepared for it.

During the period of preparation, be honest, really we did face a lot of challeges and so hard time too. By God's grace, everything was fine then. Personally i saw some of my members changing during these period. So just wanna encourage you guys, work for better next year~

Up load some pictures here...

Group photo, taken at 1st floor of WHC.
Guys pictureGals pictureD_45 picture

p/s: Thx to our Lord Jesus, WHC. Also to Caleb leading us in everything, Chole taking all the designing jobs, likes the CD so much n the decoration, Alex & Jason music and songs producing, Joseph, sok fong, Joyce, Cong Eng, Max, Hai Chuan, Kian Weng the preparation works and singing.

Awesome, that is

2007-12-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

That was just a day before, we had Christmas pre-celebration in World Harvest Church's seminar room. Awesome I would say; and thanks for people who came.
This year we had pretty much different things and of course we do tried our best for God always add new task time by time. Praise the Lord. Maybe some of you had view this blog, how was the song? Do you guys enjoyed yourselves yesterday?
I'm sure some of you touched by Lord; for me, yea...I was touched again and again during the celebration. When all you gotta do is stay strong by faith and you will see the outcome; trust me! God Love us.
We want to praise HIM for all the good thing tat HE had done.
Thank you for all the wonderful people God put our life.

HENG TAI WEDDING

2007-12-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, i am so happy and wish to share with you all. I had just attended my very best friend wedding on this 9/12/07. Too we didn't spend much time on that day or recently. But I am really glad to see her found her love one and got married. Here is some of the photo, both of them are very handsome and pretty rite....huh very tiring, but also very happy. I also get to see some old course mate. Those last time we are not close, but it really glad to see some old fren.

Pre-evaluate

2007-12-02T01:33:00.001+08:00

Yo abang adik kakak sekalian...see this coming

Not yet photoshop ark

This will be very different from last year's. I personally into simple stuff yet colorful.

Anyway, who got photoshop software?? Desperate need it...help me to find also...comment comment...I choose the last one...

Still....

2007-11-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

what do u see in this short video? This is my second time to watch this short flash. My 1st time was quite long time ago, i was just accepted Christ tat time,doesn't know much what these excaltly mean, and i didn't get deep touch of cause that time. I just cannot understand, why Jesus asked the kid to take care of the cross? where He is going? why He allow such a little child to go through such a hot and cold season by him alone? i really not understand.....

After few years later, i remember it in my own mind, i suddenly know what does it mean. God is watching us right there when He asked to take care of His work. I wanna share this to whos that never watch or already watched for few times, it's ok to have another watch, remind yourself stand firm for Him. Just like the kid did, no matter what's goes wrong, be still.

Ini funny video

2007-11-10T19:17:00.001+08:00

http://youtube.com/watch?v=8pUrsUORF4Y

Darren

2007-11-03T19:36:00.001+08:00

on the 28 October 2007Congratez!

Father's Love letter to you

2007-11-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

MAX and CLEX

2007-10-22T15:55:00.000+08:00

Wai Ming says:
Faint... Talk abt how I accept Christ?? Erm, U(Max), Joseph & Terry invite me n Chun Min to Freshie Night d. U forgot dy? =.= a Den da 2nd time v meet, u all fetch me to eat dinner @ LRT there 1 n I noe Caleb there^^ After tat, I join Freshie Night 2 n da 3rd time I accepted Christ lor~Y ask how to accept Christ o? My answer: By faith n by mouth + prayer...Max, izzit u wan 2 ask how our life be4 accepted Christ n after accepted Christ?Caleb, hav u told us urs 1??

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Max says:

Before i come to kl.aka. Dark Age'
i am a good person,always get bullied by my fren bcoz of i am too good(not a very serious bully laa,just jokingly people making joke on me).i always wanna go to church,but my fren who always play wif me think that i go to church just to watch girls.for ur all info almost all of my fren that i play wif were not cristian.luckily i got a good tuition teacher(mr.chen).he have take me to many church camps and workshop,bcoz of him i can be wat i am today.

Dark age(i call this period as dark age bcoz i din obey sabbath law)
since standard 3 my cousin started to went to sunday school untill standard 5.most of my cousin stop going after few month.i am the only one who went to that sunday school for 2 years.that sunday school i think chloe also went there b4.it is situated beside nan hwa secondary school for all who been to sitiawan.after standard 5 i din went to church every sunday untill form 4(i think).from standard 5 till form 4,the only chance i can get to know christ is through mr.chen(my tuition teacher).he braught me to many of the church camps.since after the first time i went to church camps i wanna go to church every sunday,but i scare to go to church,i donno why,i don suppose to scare of going to church cuz church that i planning to go i got many fren there,i even have relative there,i donno why even untill now i still scare of going to that church.from form 4 untill form 5 mr.chen bringing me to that church,so i do went to church from form 4 till form 5.that one year i am just a normal christian,all i do is every sunday go to church only.i nvr participate anything,bcoz i scare my fren will say me go there to watch girl again.

Renaissance
this is happening on year 2005.john and terry bring me to b-1-16.i know joseph and caleb that time.and i know many fren in the church.slowly they bring us to church.luckily john and terry bring me to know caleb and jospeh,bcoz i am worry about i am unable to go to church.after that i started to know all of u who reading this post.

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We request both of you write proper one and more details...hahahahah..this one kenot accept =P

OUTing~

2007-10-16T14:37:00.000+08:00

TIME -->last monday,15th oct,9am Vanue --> Berjaya Hills

Oh Yeah~~out of sudden our leader Caleb suggested go for a trip to help us relax,so lovely,hahaha!! Thx thx.

It was a beautiful day, ppls seem so lovely on that morning. 10 of us just went to the decided place together with other church members too. (making noise al the way^^,screaming becox there're super crooked road .) Reached there around 10.30am, cool man~ i mean the air was fresh, ahaha~

Can u firgue out what's the words they are making? hoho. Is L.O.V.E. making 'love' in japanese tea house.

Here are the normal ppls,hahaha.

"Da! Da! Ladies n gentleman, this is our dear leader, Mr.Caleb Lee."

Took at Japanese Village

Singing at the fountain

Actually is his birthday too, our dear wei ming, sorry the cake was spoil, coxed u like eating "tahi" hahaha~~ Have wonderful 19th ya! God Bless.

Must up load this picture since u r posting so geng!! He was screaming at me "faster faster" tat time. After tat his face turn on red colour. Well, next time v can vote him to perform dancing for us.(^_^)Took at the bell tower. Behind ther're French street (full with chinese). Actually having a lift there, but poor me n wei ming used to climb.(T.T).almost pengsan.

Sing for living and picking money~~hahaha. Our dear leader.(jk jk) Is me forced him to kutip money lah,haha~

Wow wow~ is time to going home loh~~ bye bye....

cute???

2007-10-07T00:24:00.000+08:00

HAHA, So happy, Finally I get it. Why i can't post anything in this blog previously. The reason is simple. Because i din read Chloe instruction properly.hehehe.

But i still not yet discover how to become members. (T_T) huhuhu, so sad.

nothing to share much because its kinda late. But wan to post few photo here.
Our cute girl in WHC

2007-09-26T14:37:00.000+08:00

eppy holiday to all....happyy mooncake fest.... happy happy.... i'll see you guys after raya break.

some cool video

2007-09-23T18:55:00.000+08:00

This is pretty interesting =) enjoy...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=eafO02aJlEY&mode=related&search=

http://youtube.com/watch?v=KdlD6l6RQ1s&mode=related&search=

http://youtube.com/watch?v=RM9zKNjF7E0&mode=related&search=

http://youtube.com/watch?v=dKKQCyfjo4E

2007-09-18T00:25:00.001+08:00

This is 16th of Sep, we are celebrating Chloe n Cong Enn birthday at McD. Well....actually i was not biasa to write in english, so if any grammer or spelling error please do forgive.(sometime i ll change chanel too,oh man, i love mandrain :P)

The motive we create D_45 group and blog because there're a strong feeling wanna tell how sweet n how hot of this cg. n do share our happiness(somehow sadness) with al of u. So...hope that u(everyone who's reading nia..) give support by posting urs too ok~ yes...thx..

This picture was taken at 16th Sep...entrance of McD. celebrating birthday of 2 beloved members...(hrm,seem like i edy mention kan?wahaha...) ya u r right, the gal whose hair was kena "picking up"(i wonder whos hand),and the handsome little brother(1st at the left of 2nd row, thin thin tat one,hohohoho....) ya...brother n sister, have a brand new start ya,continue to grow n shine bright bright for Him.

I dunno n not very well to express, u know ler, i m tat kind of person 一路通, there're must be sometime i hurt you, or you,you you you....i m sorry abt that. n i wan to tell u, i do care how u feel.(在说什么啊？）很多人有时不能明白，但是不论遇上的是什么事，我很高兴一路上有你们，也很珍惜每一次咱们在一起的时候，无论是也许别人认为无聊的事儿，嗯嗯... Thx God for He has gather all of us together~

Announcement

2007-09-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

Finally...haha!! D45 had established a blog =) This will be our journey of walking with GOD. Every joy & blessings together we share, together we unite.

Why create a blog? Actually we got the idea from some cell from some church..hehe..today they came Alpha and give mooncakes as Love gift for mooncake Fest. and then we saw the bookmark included the blog add. haha sorta tiru the idea. But..I think it's good, that we can share our thoughts here, the daily walk with God.

Hope this tool will give good outcome for this generation's God people, must fully utilize use it o..